February 2012
I feel an urge of sickly blue, Of half-eyes closed in crimson hue. A moment thought of in my brain, I’m not so sure that things are sane. These sudden coughs that stab my heart, No knife or gun but pointed dart. Then when I sleep from tiredness, The memories are anonymous. From falling night and golden moon, Winter snow comes in early June. So few of time there I feel it drone, Yet many...
it is really sad that i have nothing better to do tonight than this.
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I promised a lot.
But never that I wouldn’t get back up after being knocked down.
Never that my broken remains wouldn’t catch fire.
Never that I wouldn’t burn through the ice and snow one more time.
And you can slam your glaciers into to me, so slowly, and even though they hurt, I will not go numb from the cold, I will not pass out from the pain, I will look up at you and...
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Who am I?
I’m being forced to question and reevaluate everything I’ve ever known about myself, mapping out an entire blueprint of my head. There’s several rooms and floors of mostly empty space. Vacant rooms waiting to be filled. New walls waiting to be painted, or possibly broken down and rebuilt again. Lately I feel a nagging void inside that’s been there for a while. A void I...
i am so sad.
and i have so many unanswered questions.
i don’t know where to begin right now.
my mood tonight sucks.
i need distractions!
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forever finding reasons to be annoyed or unhappy.
i need to kick this habit.
on valentines day i want;
macaroni and cheese dates. corny jokes. a love letter. unlimited hugs. to know everything that’s weighing on your heart and your mind.
bavarde:
When you’re stuck between two people (which shouldn’t happen but does on occasion) choose the one that makes you happiest. I don’t mean that in a never-fight kind of way, I mean it in a sincerely content and comfortable kind of way. Choose the person that you know will put your heart and head at ease, but not long for someone else. Regardless of whether you bicker or become distant or...
Color oops smells like twelve day old unwashed old...
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January 2012
pacify-eris:
No one talks to anyone anymore.
People talk at each other. And nothing they say means anything. It’s all formalities and mundane topics to fill up the silence. People ask how you are and expect you to answer, promptly, “good, how are you?” They ask what you’ve been up to, but have no real interest in what you haven’t been up to or what you’d like to be up to. They want to know...
Dear female followers, have any of you ever...