
Who am I?
I’m being forced to question and reevaluate everything I’ve ever known about myself, mapping out an entire blueprint of my head. There’s several rooms and floors of mostly empty space. Vacant rooms waiting to be filled. New walls waiting to be painted, or possibly broken down and rebuilt again. Lately I feel a nagging void inside that’s been there for a while. A void I can’t quite explain that’s consistently wavering. I once had a stable mind (or at least some semblance of stability.) This is something I must once again work towards attaining and keeping. Somehow, somewhere along the line I lost my sense of identity, and it’s a terrifying thing. Each day I wake up wondering what today will bring that yesterday didn’t. This is a battle that will continue for a while, and I’m left with a constant reminder of why I’m fighting.
This isn’t the end. This is just the beginning.
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